Well I have a new blog name. It was previously Forever A Bride but that doesn't seem to fit my blog as much anymore. I decided to change it to something that makes a little more sense for me...
The URL of my blog has always been "one bride to another" so with my hubby's help we came up with "One Bride to aMother". I am giving Jimmy credit for his creativity.
38 Weeks now! Only 2 weeks (give or take... I hope take) to go!
As I reflect on the last 38 weeks of pregnancy I am overcome with many emotions. I think back on seeing that positive pregnancy test and when I found out I was pregnant. What an emotional moment. I just recall my whole body shaking and my mind instantly clouded with a trillion thoughts. And then waiting the 8 hours for my husband to come home and being consumed with my own thoughts that whole time. Talk about time not moving...these 38 weeks does not even compare to that afternoon.
And as I sit here and think about meeting my daughter I am overwhelmed with happiness, tears and thankfulness. And of course the worry that comes with being a Mother. I haven't thought of myself as "mom" yet but I really am. I have been growing my baby girl the last 9 months and I will get to meet her and see her beautiful face any day now. I already have every bodily instinct to protect her against anything bad and I just want to keep her safe. I know that's not possible but I don't know how I will ever love her more than I do today. I am sure when we lock eyes that love will be unlike anything I have ever known.
For now, I can't wait to see that beautiful face. I can't wait to meet you baby girl!!!
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